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[Cairo]

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[Dust does not clear so easily, even when the fighting is done. The air is thick with it, it trickles down the sides of cracked buildings, forms piles on the ground among the water and the bricks and the bodies. There are some here still, that weren't pulverized immediately when En Sabah Nur raised his pyramid from the earth.

En Sabah Nur is dust now as well. May well be lingering in the air Erik breathes. He breathes in all the same, imagining he can taste the death on his tongue. It's something. If he can focus on dust, he can focus on other things, with time.

The others are beginning to move from where they had fallen. Raven and Hank stirring, starting to croak out questions on each other's welfare. The two other boys do the same, though the silver-haired one is grounded by his leg. Erik watches him briefly, the pain etched into his young face. He had come, along with Raven, to try and pull him from his depths of despair. Haul him out of the thrall of a 'god'. It felt like he'd come up for air after a lifetime under water.

Under dust.

He shakes his head once, a slight irritation, until he's reminded of the helmet. He takes another breath and reaches up to yank it off, throwing it to the side. The gloves come next. Beside him, Ororo was giving him a look of mingled incredulity and understanding. She began to unsnap her wristguards too.]

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[Embassy]

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[It was chaotic here, as it was most everywhere on Earth. The phones were ringing off the hook in the building, people checking in on loved ones, citizens living in Egypt calling for assistance, staff running to and fro with the latest news from everywhere. It had been a good decision to go to the embassy rather than a hospital. Those were all well over capacity, the ones that still stood. Moira had known the embassy had a doctor on staff, though, and that would have to do.

One of the meeting rooms had been hastily set aside for them; one of the better ones, truth be told. It had a handful of plush sofas, a desk with an armchair, and other chairs scattered about ready for meetings to be held. It was here the doctor had checked them all over, and here they got to rest. Peter had been in the worst condition, with no real materials to make him a cast. A splint had been set on his leg in the meantime - not without endless complaining. Charles's gashes had been cleaned, Raven's neck checked for serious injury.

When the doctor had turned his attention to Erik, he had immediately tried to wave him off, grating out that he wasn't injured. The doctor had been undeterred, even in the face of having to check Erik Lehnsherr over for his health. He had told "Mr Lehnsherr" that it was routine and needed to be done. So he had, with much internal tension and a small amount of shying away from touch and lights shined in his eyes, been checked on. After a minute of this the doctor had changed his approach, instead stating what he was going to do before doing it. It helped, somewhat. He had been passed a glass of water and told in no uncertain terms that he needed to drink it. Then it was done.

Sleep had been the last thing on Erik's mind, yet it had only taken minutes after that ordeal for him to finally pass out. Now he was sleeping in one of the chairs, twisted a bit in order to rest his head on the arm of the neighbouring couch. The doctor was writing up his notes, almost done here.]

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[Before the building could begin on the mansion, the lower levels needed to be done first. This was the step where Erik's assistance was most needed, as so much of it was boned in steel and plated in armor. There was a crater there, originally filled with the rubble of the mansion. Hank had suggested making a field trip of it, of sorts - invited all the students out to the site for the day and directed them to collect anything of value from the hole that wasn't brick and mortar.

Personal items, furniture, linens, school books. A huge number of things were rescued from the bottom. The next day, Jean and Erik had started the real work. Excavating the hole of all usable pieces, lining them up on the lawn. And then begun shaping the skeleton of the lower levels with the brand new piles of metal Charles had ordered. How he'd managed to get them in so quickly was anyone's guess. Money talks, Erik supposes.

At the end of a long day, Erik had sent Jean back ahead of him to the other campus. He found that he didn't mind working with her; had begun to enjoy it, nearly. Sometimes she would give him a knowing smile, the kind only telepaths could give. Charles did it, Emma had done it. So did Jean.

The sun had set, painting the sky scarlet in its wake. He watched it for a while, as he stood below ground. The sound of birdsong rose in the distance.

He shut his eyes. It didn't hurt quite as much anymore, to hear it.]

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[Erik glances over at Charles where he sits in the passenger seat of the car, as he switches the motor off.] You've already asked me, several times. [Each time, Erik had given the same answer: "I'm available, and no one else is."

The truth was that he wasn't sure about this, going outside of the mansion grounds and into a place where he ran the risk of being identified. Reports on his actions had been everywhere in the aftermath of En Sabah Nur's defeat, and they ranged wildly in tone. Erik Lehnsherr had aided a group of mutants in stopping him; Erik Lehnsherr had fought with them from the start; Erik Lehnsherr was surely behind the magnetic phenomenon that had torn down buildings and killed thousands; Erik Lehnsherr had been an unwilling participant in a madman's actions. There were as many opinions as there were humans. He didn't pay it much attention... didn't care about the world's opinion of him as much as he once did.

But if he wasn't sure about this, then the same could be said about everything else. So what use was it to avoid a task like shopping? He turns his head back to look out the window, across the parking lot of the mall.]


If you'd prefer that I stay in the car...

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[Those brief touches on Erik never finds him in the same place. Once, it's in Europe, moving through the closed borders of West Germany. Another time he's moved south, into Turkey. It's been a while, though, since those glimpses.

Charles's next encounter with Erik wouldn't be through Cerebro at all. It would be through a brief news report about the reconstruction happening Cairo. "As recent developments would have it, the well-known fugitive Erik Lehnsherr has recently been sighted right here in the city, around the pyramid demolition works. Local government refuses to be drawn on whether the mutant otherwise known as Magneto is there with permission or not, and unfortunately any cameras brought near the area continue to malfunction..."]

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[Erik goes quiet for a while, following his birthday. Not that he had been sending endless letters before then. He throws himself back into his work, continuing to demolish parts of the pyramid. He works during the night, mostly; the deconstruction crews were on the site around the clock, but it was common knowledge by now that the infamous Erik Lehnsherr was frequently around. At night, there were less people trying to catch sight of him. Or worse, protesting him. There had been more than one instance of stones being thrown.

It doesn't bother him. There are worse things in life. Partway through January, he pens another letter to the mansion. It arrives in the mailbox a couple of weeks later.]

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[As selective as Charles might be about what he tells Erik, he can't control everything. Erik doesn't fail to notice when the Blackbird leaves the school, when the kids come back injured, when everyone becomes tense and bitter. He doesn't ask why - certainly not of Charles. But Raven still talks, can't contain her loathing of Stryker well enough not to vent to him at times. It unsettles him, both what's happening and the fact that he's been here long enough to become nearly a habitual confidant.

He's reading in his room when he feels the Danger Room systems activate. Not all of it is built from metal; Charles and Raven had been specific in their designs. Enough of it is that he can tell when the Sentinels activate, far later in the night than they have any reason to be.

So he heads downstairs, and he's standing in the hallway of the lower levels when Charles emerges. Waiting.]

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June, 1984

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[Erik leaves the school a couple of weeks before May, feeling it's time to move on again. He wonders sometimes whether he's just incapable of staying put anymore, having used up all his ability in the ten years he spent in Poland, and the ten years in prison before that. Nevertheless, he parts on good terms with Charles and Raven, promising to stop by again sometime. He's grateful that they don't set a date by which they expect him back.

Over the next few weeks, he walks. The physical activity suits his purposes, which aren't many. He crosses north into Canada and the vast wilderness up there. Sometimes he picks up odd jobs, when he can be sure he won't be recognised. Enough to get money to live off before moving on again. He sends a postcard to the school from Quebec City in early June. Otherwise, he keeps his own counsel. Especially on that grey day that marks the anniversary of his family's deaths.

And yet, he gets through it, though he hardly remembers how. He starts reviving himself afterwards, getting back to the logging job he'd found a week before. If only a certain William Stryker, acting off a tip that Magneto was in the area, hadn't caught up with him.]

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[Summer is in full swing now, and the students either head home to stay with their families or frolic around the mansion grounds, free from classes til August. Erik has stayed, as good as his word. It's been a couple of weeks since the incident with Stryker, and the rough edges of it have proven hard to sandpaper out of his mind. Disquiet follows him around at odd hours. His 'routine' hasn't changed much, compared to how he behave the last couple of times he was in the mansion.

He helps in the Danger Room repairs. He talks to Raven. He avoids group dinners, but will eat in the kitchen. He reads in the library. He talk with Charles in the evenings, and plays chess with him.

Restlessness itches at the corners of his mind, but he ignores it as best he can. By degrees, he stops feeling like he has to get up and leave.]

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September, 1984

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[After the storm came the quiet. Erik's breakdown, having served its purpose, allowed him in the days after to start picking apart his grief from the other problems that plagued him. It still hurt, of course, to wake up without his wife and child. It always would. But a few days after he had fallen asleep next to Charles, he wakes in his own bed and looks over at the empty pillow beside him, as he always did. He laid his bandaged hand in that space, imagined Magda lying there next to him. "I'm sorry, dear," he said to the silence, letting her know what he already knew in his heart.

His hands healed. He fixed the Sentinel he had broken. Many of his habits around the mansion don't change, but some of them shift a little. A couple of times a week he shows up for a staff meal. When Raven asks for help with some battle strategies, he talks her through it. More than that, he finally reads some of the books Charles had pointed out to him.

Shell shock. Traumatic stress. Familiar ideas, for all their ugliness.

He's more aware now of what's happening when his heart beats too fast, and everything seems to bleed with danger and the threat of exposure. There's little he can do about it, except take himself out of the situation as fast as possible. Often he'll retreat to Charles's office, whether the other man is there or not. It's a step forward, at the very least. And his mood is improved on the last couple of months.

The season changes and school begins again.]

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December 1984

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[The calendar turns, and suddenly Erik is faced with the fact that he's been at the mansion for half a year without leaving. It brings him a sense of disquiet, but he's able to counter it with what he's been doing in the time. If he looks back on what brought him to the school, he's able to admit the difference in his state then and how he is now. He's calmer and less prone to episodes of baseless panic. The work he's done around the school is appreciated, and while he wouldn't call himself part of the fabric of the place, he's not a wayward stranger who blows in and leaves without a trace.

Still, as the holidays draw closer and snow starts to drift into the school grounds, he grows a bit quiet. Many of the students have gone home to their families over the break, but a sizable number still remain. The school has been decorated for Christmas, and provisions have been made for students of other faiths. There are a few Jewish students present, and Erik knows they'll have their own Hanukkah ceremony. He chooses not to attend, feeling it inappropriate for him to intrude on their celebration when his own faith is fractured at best. He does pause on that first night in the doorway of the library, watching them light the first candle.

He moves on, up to Charles's office.]

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[It's not long after the year ticks over, and snow is still blanketing the lawns, that Erik enters Charles's office without being invited and drops a magazine onto his desk.]

I have a favour to ask.

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[The second day of the conference is easier, everyone settling into the space and letting go of their collective held breaths. Presenters from all over the world take the stage, and the talks are fascinating. The workability of mutants in a justice system designed for humans; whether a mutant nation might be feasible; building bridges between communities; how to cope when human family members reject you. So much of it are concepts Erik has thought about for years, but there are ever more he never once considered. Some, he has derisive thoughts about. Others, he mulls over more carefully. Why shouldn't there be a nation just for mutants?

When the lunch break comes, Erik nearly retires to the room, but decides to slip into the dining hall. He's been unnoticed so far, but even he didn't expect that to last for long. Two mutants do recognise him, and come over to speak to him. Some of his nerves fray; not all of them. And it eases his heart somewhat to have conversations with his people. He loosens up, by degrees.]

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grandstanding: (Wow get the stick out of your ass)

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[Erik stirs at the touch, drawing himself out of sleep. When he blinks his eyes open, his forehead creases in confusion before he remembers why he's here. Blowing out a breath, he watches Charles in silence.]

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exothermia: (You are who you were always meant to be)

[January, 1985]

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[The trip home is uneventful and remarkable at the same time. After that first initial flush of affection, they subconsciously pull back a little, giving themselves time to adapt to this new state of being. But nothing really changes. They twine their fingers together across the chess table on the plane, and their smiles are softer than before.

Then they arrive home, and are pulled into the rush of daily life.]

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exothermia: (It's not what you have)

AU - June, 1983

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[Birds were singing.

In the near darkness of his house (his home, their home, no one's), Erik can hear the faint twittering in the early dawn. If he had any stomach left, he'd be sick to it. The birds had fled when Nina died. That they could reappear now, singing like nothing had happened... her friends got to live. She hadn't.

He doesn't remember coming back here. He remembers... shoveling. Dirt. Settling them into the ground, the bed linens covering the ground under their backs. I'm sorry, breathed out through gritted teeth, as he tossed the first shovelful of dirt on. I'm sorry again, with each and every one after. Now he's here, in his bedroom. The sheets and blankets gone; stripped earlier in the night, to make a poor coffin. Strewn around the floor are pieces from the emergency drawer. That's how he'd thought of it, what he'd told Magda it was for when he first filled it years ago with fake passports and limited cash. A drawer of last resort, if they had to run. "But we won't need to, Henryk." She had touched his face, stroking his cheek. "It's okay."

He bends down to pick up his wallet, flipping it open. Money and notes stick out of it, all of it pointless. A card. He pulled it out, stared at the crumpled Xavier logo on the front. Something from a lifetime ago.

The chilly light of early morning was filtering through the open curtains in the lounge. Erik sits down in the armchair - his - card still in his hand. There's an address and a phone number on the front, nothing he can read right now. He knows what it says. After moments - minutes - he turns the card over. Another number is written on the back in pen.

"The other one is for the office. This one is-- well, I have a phone in my room. If you ever want to get in touch."

Erik had only called the number twice, in all these years. Once, after he got married. And once more, after Nina was born. After that... he couldn't run the risk. This was Poland, and calls to America were suspicious. Even those he'd made at payphones in Warsaw, a trip he couldn't afford to make so often.

The phone is in his hand. He dials the number, listens to the ringing on the line with silence in his mouth and death in his heart.]

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exothermia: (And upside down again)

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[It was a rough month for Erik. Not in terms of running, hiding, fighting. For the shattered wreck of his heart, though, it was almost unbearable at times. That first week had been the worst. Erik doesn't remember a lot of it. He'd sobbed a lot, slept a lot, was cajoled into eating and showering when he really didn't see the point.

Things got better from there, but slowly. He doesn't think the heartache and the grief will ever go away. Once he moves back into his old room, the pressure eases a bit. He takes some solace in the familiarity, the personal trinkets he'd left here years ago that still remained. The frame with the photo of his family that he'd taken from Poland goes onto the shelf, eventually. Takes its place among the relics of the lost connections.

Erik doesn't always visit Charles when he makes his invitations. Some nights are too difficult, and those times he stays away. More often than not, he goes. In the beginning he wasn't sure why, as all he could do was sit there in silence and listen to Charles talk about the school and the children. Let himself be anchored by the other man's presence. One night, Erik interrupts, and from there they start to talk.

A week ago, Erik had broached the topic of his family. Only briefly. Again, the pressure eased slightly. Erik knows he's muddling his way through... whatever this is, now, but where there's purchase he has to take hold of it, climb out of this pit. Inch by inch.

It's a warm summer night now. Erik stirs his tea a little, watching the milk blend into the water. He lets out a breath.]


Hank said the cast can come off in two weeks.

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exothermia: (And if all seems lost)

AU - December 1983

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[Six months have passed since Erik's life ended, and he began anew at the Xavier Institute. It feels like an eternity, and also no time at all. Those first few months had been difficult beyond reckoning, and few beyond Charles, Hank, and a visiting Raven had even seen him in the mansion. But once Charles had gently urged him to stay and find a way to help out, Erik had done his best.

He repaired foundations that needed work. He did maintenance on Cerebro that would otherwise require a scaffold to be erected. He built a new playground when the old one was unfortunately melted into a blob by Alex Summers' younger brother. He wasn't a teacher, and that suited him fine. Being the handyman of the school was a better fit for him in this moment than anything else. The children were wary at first, but after this long they had gotten used to him - and no small amount of corrections by Charles had helped, he assumed. Erik didn't deserve his place here. Still, he wouldn't give it up anymore. He smiled more, learned to laugh again.

New Year's Eve arrived, and the festivities were hard to ignore. The children were allowed to stay up until midnight, and there were fireworks to be had at the magic hour. It was getting close now, and Erik and Charles were waiting for it along on the patio that opened onto the grounds, watching the kids run to and fro in the snowy lawns below. Erik shakes his head and finishes his glass of scotch, eyeing one of the more boisterous games of tag.]


You know Brendan's never going to listen to you if you keep being pleasant to him. That boy needs firmer guidance.

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